Why do i do this to myself?
I come up with these awesome ideas for shows, ads and short videos but i keep running into the same problem. The issue i run into is not having the tech to back these up and to use in order for these ideas to come to light. Now just to confirm i have tech and computers so i’m still able to blog, edit videos, code and earn money with but what i’m talking about is hobby type stuff.
These ideas i have are not essential for me to earn money but are more of a hobby and for the entertainment of the internet. The thing is however is i don’t have a lot of money to spend on this stuff. I work very hard but the problem is a fair bit of the stuff and work i do for other people i do for free which then loops back to the ‘this is for a hobby’ thing. Now don’t get me wrong i love doing the extra stuff for everyone but because i do it for free it makes it difficult for me to buy my new tech.
This isn’t really much of a ‘Help me by giving me money’ kind of post because i would never do that, not even in a subtle way. The point of this post is for a rant, to just vent about something that might make me look selfish but that is the whole point of this blog. I try not to hide things and be open about everything so i hope this helps show that.